Awakening

 Awakening, what is it?

 The first thing you need to know is that awakening in one respect is dying in order to be reborn or going to sleep in order to wake up (remember) and there is not one moment that you will spend in the dissolution of the false self (the part of you that isn't really you but is programming put in you) that wont scare you. Ultimately, what you think of as yourself is to be completely destroyed (law of conservation of mass ensures that what is really to happen is the deconstruction and rebuilding of yourself. Think of the fall of the tower of babel and in its place is built the temple to god). Fear not the prospect of this. You will experience a kind of death. It is not the physical death but the death of the idea of yourself.

   This idea is so very real to you that you will believe, if unprepared, that you are dying. A true warrior of the light knows this deeply and eagerly strives daily to achieve this goal. When the day comes for you to awaken, or as some of you have caught onto, the opening of the crown, you will feel the presence of a powerful energetic pressure from within you, drawing you through a collapsing point of consciousness. Do not fight this (in most cases you will not be in fear but be experiencing the full body orgasmic state and this warning is not for you). Doing so would likely result in extremely adverse effects depending on your level of gnosis. Any fears you have of your death will not only surface but they can become extreme and terrifyingly vivid. Knowing is the most crucial factor in this soul revival.

   What I speak of is the apex of all shadow work. The culmination of all gnosis. The hidden secrets of demons. In your journey you will witness and hear a great many things that will disturb you. Each more unsettling than the last. Your dreams, if they have not already, may become nightmares at times of initiation.this is not to deter you. You must understand that what occurs in the non-physical can not harm you. When these events transpire you must simply refrain from reacting.

   For example, if you are an angry and/or violent person you will be visited by a demon that inspired freddy kreuger. Some of you already have. It often involves blades like knives, swords, machetes and such. You will feel threatened. If you retaliate to this seeming threat, you will be tormented nightly. When you finally understand, they will show you that you can not be harmed. Whatever it may be, whether its the threat of being eaten,  beaten, or even just humiliated, let it happen! This is the nature of self sacrifice that leads to your complete and total purification. They come only to take from you what is illusion.

   At the end of this great journey in the valley of the shadow of death, at any time that you are deemed ready most likely long after the crowning, you will be approached by what appears to be death itself and called upon to embark on an approximately three day long journey down the shushumna which is the pillar of the spine, via a vivid and highly immersive meditation. The deeper you go the more terrifying it becomes as it will seem as though you are travelling down into the pit of hell. Down into the pit you will go to rescue your soul because that is the prize of prizes! From there you will travel back up the pillar gradually increasing in light until you emerge through the crown and become at last a true child of god!

What is a Soul

What is the soul?

    Let's start with the holy trinity. In Christianity they say "the father (spirit), the son (the product of mind and spirit, in other words, thought aka Thoth/Heru), and the holy spirit." The holy spirit is in fact the mind, the consciousness that pervades all and is the source of all creation. 

 

    The spirit is the mother archetype (dont be confused, the roles are inverted in this world called maya which goes into the reason for the transgenderism agenda). passion/compassion, the understanding, forgiving sympathetic (we experience him as an abundant electric and compelling force). The mind, which is the father archetype in our world, the indelible knower (know-her), and teacher, is a fractal of the original aka the most high god aka pomander or Draco queen, with all its/her likeness which is actually described as magnetism (this inversion is why women are the true hidden gods. magnetic power is thought to be the power of the feminine for a reason despite it resonating as a masculine trait).

you (the son/sun/soul) are the spirit encompassed within the mind, or, mind encompassing the spirit (simultaneously counter-rotating fields). The only difference is the direction of orientation. Oriented down you are the thinking spirit. Oriented up you are the witnessing mind. Oriented toward center, EVENTUALLY, you will find yourself at the tree of life where the powers of creation are yours to command.

 

Take a look at the image above (or below if this is a social media post) that is called a monad, the dot in the middle is your spirit, and the outline is your mind, and the space in between, being holographic in a sense (electromagnetic torsion field), is the idea of you (this is what the church calls "the son") with zero limit in potential growth within the mind. The entire monad is you, the soul (but right now your dreaming of being the idea). The soul is the product of the two primary forces becoming both the 1 and the 3. It was the only creation of the most high god (mind/dragon) in accordance with the almighty god (greatest collective spirit) and holds all the qualities of both of them (the original one infinite creator).

    

Now, consider for a moment the infinite potential of thought.. This is to conceive the limitless magnitude of the soul. To understand this, picture a seed that grows into a tree and that tree when of age may produce seed. The pattern of the tree was held fully within the seed. Meaning the whole tree and all its produce were all stored within it. Not only this but that tree can then reproduce and perpetuate the pattern eternally unless some force (alternate thought) acts upon it. 

    At this point I would just like to point out to you that your words are seeds and the moment they are spoken they are sewn with incredible potential that WILL become something much greater whether it be good or ill. We are all suffering or prospering from our words all the time!

 

"cover your mouth your words are sacred" -Lord Enki

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Soul Traps

   The key to awakening ( https://yearzeroportal.blogspot.com/2019/09/awakening.html ) has everything to do with the removal of soul traps. What exactly is a soul trap? The simple answer is that they are the blocks in your energy system aka chakras that are formed by fear and pain. Your parents are the first ones to lay a soultrap upon you. In nearly all cases they use fear (authority) and pain (corporal punishment) to control you.

   Control is in fact the MO of a soul trap. The way it works is the will of the soul gets put in check by the parents due to their perceiving it to be endangering you, so naturally they commit to the act of breaking your heart. They believe that if they didn't do it that someone else will and they wish for you to be prepared. To an extent, they were correct, due to them not having found the path themselves and inevitably pass on their misdirections to you to figure out. This is how generational curses work.

   Your soul, if unchecked by spirit, would do whatever it desires unhindered and this is one aspect of the joy of awakening, however, doing so without honor and accountability not only creates a very dangerous potential outcome to the preservation of the body (because world authorities very much kill anyone and everyone that is not soul trapped at the first opportunity), it can lead the soul into great evil because in fact without spirit, the soul is like that of an animal which is ruled by the beast. The christians call it reprobate mind.

   The two most common traps are heart chakra blocks and sacral blocks. Heart blocks are the primary because there lies the key to life. It is the actual location of the tree of life where which all potential resides. Sacral blocks are caused by a wide range of reasons. For men it is most commonly the circumcision. For women it is the shame put on them by societal norms.

   The more extreme cases are due to sexual molestation/assault which occurs often to either gender at a very young age. In these cases the damage done is extremely painful to process. I myself was molested at the age of four and I had struggled most my life with processing it.

   The removal of a block can take a long time (though it doesn't have to), however the easiest way to explain the path would not be to tell you all the ways you are being trapped but to depict for you the circumstances you wish to create in order to free up the blockage.  The primary way is to establish complete sovereignty. Yes, that even means from jobs. If you have to answer to anyone, you are trapped. There can be no authority beyond your own in regard to YOUR decisions.

   I'm sure your mind is conjuring a whole plethora of excuses as to why one could not possibly awaken as you read this but I'm telling you now, there is a path for each of you.

 

try starting here: https://yearzeroportal.blogspot.com/2019/10/emotion-resolution-guide.html and most importantly, here: https://yearzeroportal.blogspot.com/2023/01/emotional-trauma-resolution-guide-part-2.html

Harvesters of Sorrow

"My life suffocates
Planting seeds of hate
I've loved, turned to hate

 Trapped far beyond my fate

I give, you take

This life that I forsake

Been cheated of my youth

You turned this lie to truth

Anger, misery

You'll suffer unto me

Harvester of sorrow

Language of the mad

Harvester of sorrow"

   As we approach the edge of the unknown, like the falling into the seemingly endless oblivion of a black hole, there emerges fully the harvesters of sorrow. These are the vultures that eagerly await the final breaths of its dying prey. Counting on the valiant that dared the chaos enshrouding their soul but were for one reason or another determined to give up, these birds of carrion prey swoop in to feast upon the weaknesses of these brave spirits.
   To those of you who would quit on a journey unfinished I will reveal to you the dark mystery of awakening. What lies deep within the chaos is a concept without foundation. You call it death. There is of course no real mystery in death but what is meant to die. What is to die are the various illusions of self so deeply gripped within your psyche that are formed by interacting with chaos. These are called soul traps and are the anchors for chakra blocks. What is eternal can not be touched by chaos. Beyond all illusion is the soul. The great gift of the omnipresent god who is called the holy spirit by the christians.
   To understand what it is that must die, I need to set clear the many misconceptions surrounding the soul. All is soul, yet you, as you think of yourself, are not. What you are and what you think you are, makes the difference between real and unreal or in other words the fantasy and the reality. There is the soul of man which is animal in nature (translate the word soul to latin). This is your body. Throughout all doctrines this is called the beast.
   They say you are the soul and you have a body. This is a misconception surrounding the soul of man. You are in fact a spirit within a universal shared mind which has boundaries determined only by you. You the spirit, the spark, ARE that soul and are in fact within your body lurking in the base of your spine. It is entirely separate from your body which is to say it does not make any contact with it. The body (and the subtle bodies it is composed of) itself really is in all absolute certainty like a hologram generated by the interaction between the electromagnetic emissions of the spirit and what has in one way been dubbed "primary anomaly" or effectively the "void" surrounding the spirit. 

    So your consciousness then is in fact always residing in place as that spirit at the base of the spine however, like believing in the dream until you awaken, it is so immersed in the hologram that it forgets where and what it is and assumes the roles it finds in the dream in order to navigate the mystery of itself, YOU. 

    The journey of awakening is the traversing of your consciousness down the Shushumna, which is the spine, to reach HOME where you will find yourself in likely terrible condition due to being forgotten and rise back up quite literally carrying yourself to finally emerge out of the crown and into the heavenly realms within the universal field of mind. 

    Before this journey can ever begin all illusion borne out of chaos must be dissolved. These are the chakra blocks. So here we reach a particular understanding as to what you are actually experiencing that has lead to so much misery.
   Your goal has always been to retrieve your soul, the spirit, however, you have your own preferred pace and in some cases you would likely have preferred multiple lifetimes because you don't handle pressure very well. Unfortunately as the epoch draws to a close, the pressure rapidly increases and in the case of a few, you have rebelled against your original goal, deciding on some level that you simply refuse to operate under such pressure. Well the end of the age can't be stopped and for those of you i'm referring to, the pain will only increase and the harvesters of sorrow are eagerly awaiting to feast upon your misery.